Why are people fecking with my Life

Social Media is taking over the world and I must say I do like seeing what I can do with it for my two blogs. Scabenga and Scabenga Girls. Now I have friends on Facebook and followers on Twitter that like reading what I put on the sites.

Now on a personal level I am getting sick and tired of the bullshit that comes with it. People gossiping, creating rumours and then there are the people who's lives are that boring that they have to mingle, stalk and just fuck up mu life. Now I have had this for a long time, people talking about me but COME ON, I am nearly 30 and you still talk about me like I am 17.

The thing that amuses me about the whole thing is that I know who most of them are who talk shit about me. The saying "keep you friends close and you enemies even closer" well....

Also what gives you the right to make up stores in your head about me. You see a picture, a comment and you imagine a scenario and believe that this shit is real and then start spreading it.

So for all of the people who read this I hope it gives you an insight to what I have to deal with and for those idiots that are talking about me...STOP IT,Grow up and get on with your life.

That is my rant over for now...

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What the Fuck....

So time is flying and since my last confession here on Scabenga things having been moving at a 100 miles an hour and in life terms that is fast.

So what is going on.... ATG is going well. This working outside is good for body and mind and I can actually say that I have a tan and it is not paid for. No on a serious note, it is doing me the world of justice. I am really enjoying life at the moment which can not be a bad thing.

Body of Zeus, the time has finally come and a few of you will know that this has been a work in progress or a new years resolution that I have never fulfilled but I have been working hard in the gym and playing a lot of squash. All of this and working outside, I am losing belt holes left, right and centre. It is a bit of a worry as I am going to have to buy smaller size shorts and jeans as they are falling off me.

There is much more to tell but to be honest I am packing and need to get on with it..

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The Life of Riley

So to keep you all up dated with what I am doing with my life.

As most of you know I have been working for an events company called Bullseyehub and it has been good, sometimes stressful but all in all I have enjoyed working here but as with all things everything must come to an end and my time is done for the time being. The reason I am leaving is for personal reasons, I have decided to take a break from sales and get away from monthly targets which over time can take it out of you. 

I have decided to get completely away from sale and I will be working with Jan at All Thingz Green. I will be working with him for the summer. Hopefully the weather stays like it is now as it is awesome. It will be good for me, no targets that you have to hit everyday and month and I know that it will be hard work but the benefits are that I will get fit, hopefully catch a tan (with all the sun we are going to have) and regain my drive for sales and when I get back into the game, I will be hungrier than ever and destroy all targets in front of me.

So this is where I am at the moment with work and hopefully it will transpire to personal life as well.

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Our time is coming to an end.....

As time draws closer, you come to realise what you have,had and what you are loosing. This is what most people would think is this situation BUT this is not what I am thinking in this situation. I am looking forward to the future, to the things that are coming to me. 

As I look to the future I am seeing the light, no I am not dying but I am seeing good times ahead. It is a change and I think it will do me good. Change is good and it always looks daunting but when change is at the door it is easier that you initially thought it would be. 

I can not divulge what it is that is changing, I will do soon as to keep you all up to speed with the goings on...

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The next chapter...

So there comes a time when everyone has to start a new chapter in your life and start moving in a new direction. This new direction might be a new job, it might be a new girlfriend or even getting over an old flame and it might even be moving to a new town, city or country. What ever it maybe, change is good.

You get these feelings in the pit of your stomach that something is changing but you are not sure what, almost like a sixth sense. I guess you just have too grab the bull by the horns and run with it.

I am getting that feeling, something is changing, I'd like to assume it is for the best but only time will tell but if anyone knows what my new direction is please let me know.

Happy last day of the month

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